long week

ahhh... well this weekend was crazy. i was grounded but i still got to go to two concerts... underoath was the best by far.. YEAH I HUGGED DALLAS! wooo... and then patrick met billy joe from green day and we got free tickets... so that was really cool... but my dad was pissed and hes pissing me off with this whole grounding bit... i mean come on... isnt three days enough? i believe soo... ugh well enough about my dad...schools almost out.. yah... ugh but i have stupid exams in two days... but i guess when theyre over ill have no more worries... summer summer summer.. and all im gonna do is sleep.and take classes at jeff state and work.. woohoo freedom! riiightbut i guess its one more step towards college.. towards getting out of my house... towards living on my own... towards not being around my dad.but can i tell you? this weekend is jammed. i have a talent show and davids party and a poetry player dinner and a piano recital. phew .. sleep sounds real good right now.. i think i need it.

AAaaaaOOooooOogggaAAAA

uhhhh... im at work! yeh my dads foundry. im the receptionist today while he gets my car fixed. the a/c squeals, the antena's gone, and the starter doesn't want to start sometimes. but now its getting fixed and do you know what else? i cleaned my car yesterday - spotless. WoW. uhhh but yesterday was not fun. i got grounded from patrick :( for like two whole days!! its awful... i miss him.. and we were gonna see spiderman... but at least my dad is gonna let me see underoath... if i had to miss that i would literally die! ohhhhh... this week was hell!! i can't believe how many f-ing tests i had!! school school school... urrrghhh im so glad its almost over...the other night i got two hours of sleep due to this stupid english project... then when i turned it in.. feeling real proud that i had worked on it for ten hours. she just flipped through and said, "Good." it was only 50 points too... i could have not even done it... it wouldn't have even mattered. stupid stupid Jill. awwwwe... well i found my cat yesterday! it came back! but now we have to give it away... because the neighbors won't let us leave her outside and she isnt a very good inside cat since we have two dogs who like to wrestle with her. but she is soooo cute and loving... if anyone wants a cat tell me cause i have to give it to someone... but ill have to warn you... she likes to sleep on your face and she likes to lick your neck... hahahaha.. that sounds dirty for some reason...awe but shes at work with me right now.. and shes sooo cute.. just purring in my lap.. awwwe oh yeh her name is Zoe.. and she kind of looks like a fox.. shes brown and orange and black and has a bushy tail too.. ill put a picture in here later but im not at my computer im at the one in the office.. anyway... shes really cute.well i better go "work" and "suck up" so im not grounded anymore.. im thinking a few more "yes sir"s will do the trick.. ughhhhhhhh

ahhh

yo. i've just come to the conclusion.. that.. i suck... and that im never gonna get this stupid english project done. and i think i have total add because i keep trying to do homework and i keep moving to other projects instead.. from one thing to the other and i never finish... dammit. ((sigh)) well other than that this weekends been alright.. hung out with mandii and patrick... i went to the senior banquet on friday and sang my song and what-have-you. people said they liked it which made me feel real good. i watched gladiator last night with patrick... it was real good.. i love that movie so much. i also saw the movie riding in cars with boys... that was real good but it made mandii cry... awwwe... i have a stupid choir practice tomorrow and a choir concert tuesday and a make up physics test and a french test and a history test and an english test and an english project and a math test and.. and... then friday we're out!! and i'll be able to breathe ... then i'll scream when i see underoath.. and everything will be dandy. YAY. then two more weeks and no more school for jill. well no more highschool for jill. ...and the crowd goes wild...

wow. prom is t...

wow. prom is today. i got my hair done. and my nails. and im prepared. its gonna be great. i really hope it doesnt rain or if it does.. its only a little bit and not a huge downpour. that would suck. im looking forward to sushi tonight. yeh.. and everything else too. {{sigh}} im just gonna take my precious time in getting ready. i have 2 and half hours. yeah.. im just gonna take my time.

wow. prom is t...

wow. prom is today. i got my hair done. and my nails. and im prepared. its gonna be great. i really hope it doesnt rain or if it does.. its only a little bit and not a huge downpour. that would suck. im looking forward to sushi tonight. yeh.. and everything else too. {{sigh}} im just gonna take my precious time in getting ready. i have 2 and half hours. yeah.. im just gonna take my time.

i di...

i didnt have to go to school today. score. instead i went to a choir field trip where we sat in the auditorium and listened to choirs sing and then embarrassed ourselves and probably made some people wish they were deaf... woohoo.after that.. we went to lunch on 119 where theres a bunch of places to eat... the buses parked at mcdonalds and we all just fanned out along the road going to whichever food place we wanted. so me and a couple of others decided to go to taco bell across the street. since the street had no pedestrian walkways... we just made a dash for it when our light was green... sadly by the time we got halfway across... the light turned yellow.. and so all twenty of us panicked across the street screaming our heads off like children... it was kind of chaotic. well and so i survived the choir trip and made it back to school during 7th period.. but i didnt go to 7th period... shh... actually i just chilled in the auditorium.. playing piano.. being silly and talking to people.. it was fun.. after school, i had a hair appointment.. to dye it.. cause ive got two blond streaks in the front and my roots were growing in tremendously. awe i sound so girlie. my roots!! uh! i have to dye my roots!yeah well that took forever.. finally i got out and i was hungry with no money so my mom treated me at crackle barrel.. yah. patricks been with cavan this whole time.. i bet theyre out being ninjas or something bad ass like that.. anyway i missed him all day due to the trip... i wish he were here.. but god i think i have physics test tomorrow.. shiznit i have to study for that crap and i have no idea. but its about the sound of music and stuff so i should be okay.. tomorrow night im going meeting kendall at the club. yah! i havent seen her in months.. i wonder how she is? oh yeah for those who dont know her.. shes my best friend from vball camp and she lives in Argo and we try to keep in touch.. but again.. our lives are busy as crap. its was fun telling my hair dresser that ive been with someone for seven months.. i felt so proud.. i was even prouder when she said, "He's good-looking." uh huh. so now im at home, staring at my physics book, bored as crap and i think i might go try on my prom dress... im just so excited. thats it for now.