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this weekends been the greatest. i went to the talent show. won a ribbon. Yay! but sadly i missed david's party due to the thing lasting forever and a day.. sorry david!! happy birthday!!! um.. well then patrick was sick sooo he had to go home.. but saturday was awesome. mandii and i applied for several jobs in the mall including Hagan Daas, Suncoast, the Icing and Body Shop. perhaps i may get one of them but i doubt it. i might apply for the movie gallery or blockbluster near my house.. who knows. then i went to meet Poetry PLayers for dinner at olive garden. that was hilarious. malinda is crazy. we got pictures of us moshing. you know... cause we're hardcore and all.. yeh and then mrs lee read us a story about stars and i was thinking.. awe how emo! phhhttt.. then me and patrick hung out and thats always fun. today... which by the way.. im sorry i write one post for like 3 days. im really gonna try to post everyday from now on.. i just have to be in that mood or something. but anyway.. today... i had a recital which was kind of boring but i showed off with my mad piano skills.. all those 8 year olds didnt have a chance. there was only 4 of us who were above the age of 12. i felt so corny. oh well.. then i went to patricks and felt real dumb hanging by his door with my stupid recital dress on .. and then him and cavan and david come driving up and im thinking.. crap.. i look like an idiot. SIGH.then for an hour.. which was suppose to be 10 minutes... me and patrick hung out and awwwe i love him. so now im back here TRYING to study but to no avail. i have a physics and government test tomorrow and im to the point of slamming down a book and screaming FUCK IT cause im going to college in three months and the fact that i know about translucent light waves and expatriatism doesnt really fucking matter!!!!!!!! GYAD! excuse me while i unleash my rage.

i just r...

i just realized that quizzes suck and waste my precious and valuable time as a human being...

boredom although i should be studying?

ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS USING THE LYRICS OF ONE BAND OR SONGWRITER: hey wait... im a songwriter?? yeh. 1. ARE YOU MALE OR FEMALE? don’t forget that I’m your girl2. DESCRIBE YOURSELF:I stare into the mirror and see myself screaming.But I don’t hear a sound.3. HOW DO OTHERS FEEL ABOUT YOU?I stare down at my feet that scuff the floor of the crowded halls.People pass by nudging the side of my shoulder.Not even caring.But I do not mind.Because it is my fault.5. DESCRIBE YOUR GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND:A smile curls faintly on my face.As the thought of you drips into my space.Daydreaming… love streaming… I’m in a daze.Delirious, unwound, unscrewedYou’re like a drug I’m addicted to…My eyes seem like they’re staring, glaringInto oblivion… but I see you…6. WHAT WOULD YOU RATHER BE DOING?you can find me...I’m here…under the stars…under the twilight of the moon…under the blue blanket of the sky…7. DESCRIBE WHERE YOU LIVE: Sitting alongside my heart, within the crumpled garbage and damaged debris8. DESCRIBE HOW YOU LOVE:It’s a miracle. The love they hold is as pure as silver and rarer than gold. It’s a wonder. The look in their eyes, when they see each other, is so hard to find.It’s the miracle of their life.9. SHARE A FEW WORDS OF WISDOM:be freenever be ridiculed, judged or analyzedbe who you are