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this weekends been the greatest. i went to the talent show. won a ribbon. Yay! but sadly i missed david's party due to the thing lasting forever and a day.. sorry david!! happy birthday!!! um.. well then patrick was sick sooo he had to go home.. but saturday was awesome. mandii and i applied for several jobs in the mall including Hagan Daas, Suncoast, the Icing and Body Shop. perhaps i may get one of them but i doubt it. i might apply for the movie gallery or blockbluster near my house.. who knows. then i went to meet Poetry PLayers for dinner at olive garden. that was hilarious. malinda is crazy. we got pictures of us moshing. you know... cause we're hardcore and all.. yeh and then mrs lee read us a story about stars and i was thinking.. awe how emo! phhhttt.. then me and patrick hung out and thats always fun. today... which by the way.. im sorry i write one post for like 3 days. im really gonna try to post everyday from now on.. i just have to be in that mood or something. but anyway.. today... i had a recital which was kind of boring but i showed off with my mad piano skills.. all those 8 year olds didnt have a chance. there was only 4 of us who were above the age of 12. i felt so corny. oh well.. then i went to patricks and felt real dumb hanging by his door with my stupid recital dress on .. and then him and cavan and david come driving up and im thinking.. crap.. i look like an idiot. SIGH.then for an hour.. which was suppose to be 10 minutes... me and patrick hung out and awwwe i love him. so now im back here TRYING to study but to no avail. i have a physics and government test tomorrow and im to the point of slamming down a book and screaming FUCK IT cause im going to college in three months and the fact that i know about translucent light waves and expatriatism doesnt really fucking matter!!!!!!!! GYAD! excuse me while i unleash my rage.