i wok...

i woke up today feeling rotten and paralyzed and didnt want to come to school at all. but after about 30 minutes of my mom screaming "Go to school!!" i finally got up..... i thought id regret getting up but i suprisingly didnt... yeah and so my day has turned from dark to dim to bright as can be and im in a real good mood right now. I tried out for the talent show thingy and mrs. jebeles said "you are remarkable." gosh that made me feel real good.. cause usually i dont feel too remarkable... i mean i love writing songs.. i love playing piano.. i love singing... and sometimes im like "wow im pretty good." but lots of times i think that im not so good cause there are soooo many other people 100,000 times better than me. thats one reason i dont want to go to Belmont. because there are gonna be so many people there that are better than me... some many gifted people... so much competition. ha but i love competition. ill kick their asses...but actually i think that having people around me that are better than me might help me in the long run.. cause ill always want to do better.. yeh..another reason i dont want to go though is because 5 hours is a long drive and i love patrick and he'll be at auburn. but those are the only reasons... i really think Belmont is a good school for me.. but its so damn far away...anyway moving on... you know what i love? snuggling. its the best feeling in the world.. other than popping your toes.. im gonna go now because i want to snuggle with the guy on the couch... heh... im out.