i feel like posting now

didnt feel like writing much an hour ago but now im too hyper. today was a fantastic day. it was supposedly senior skip day.. but what do you know... everyone was there. it sure shows how committed we are. i feel so completely lazy this year. haha i think my dad gave up on the "restriction" thing. all weekend i was gone. but i dont think he cared cause he was at golf anyway. oh well works for me. i figured out what my employment status is... i am a scavenger... i linger around the house hunting for loose change and dollar bills. but hey it actually works.. as a matter of fact i just found $14... bling bling... i love how my family leaves their money just laying around... muahahahahaha.... ok my webcamara is staring at me... there... thats better... i had to turn it around... i cant stand when people stare at me.. i had a guy in my chemistry class two years ago that would stare at me non-stop. ahh i hated it! i dont think he liked me.. i think he wanted to kill me! hmm maybe he wanted to rape me, shoot me in the head, and then surgically remove my eyeballs... ha! well there really was a guy who did that on detective files last night. i need to stop watching tv so late at night. info commercials drain my mind and there's nothing else on but creepy unsolved mystery type stuff or weird lifetime movies that suck you in. hm.. but that is the only time they play actual music videos on mtv. so its not so bad. for a brief two days i worked on my novel. but after that.. i was hit with writers block and i cant start on it again.. fucking writers block.. i was on a role too... one day im gonna get it published and make money and stop being a scavenger. hm.. i cant wait until i see underoath again.. im really in the concert mood right now... im so hyper i cant stand it.. at choir i was literally bouncing off the walls... you know what that means? tomorrows going to be a bad day and im gonna be tired and grumpy. my days always do that... they're WOOHOO TERRIFIC GREAT TO BE ALIVE and then they're... dam i hate this get me out of here kill everyone ahhhh.... i just cant win... well now that im thinking of it.. just out of the blue.. ive done a few pictures with my webcamera.. i got them here if you want to see it.. my art woohoo! if you dont then dont click it you jerk. we shall overcome.. we shall overcome... some day some day... i like tantrum of the muse. i want to find the lyrics to their songs... i cant find them ANYWHERE... if anyone knows where.. TELL ME.i think ill wear glasses tomorrow.. my contacts bother me.. perhaps i shouldnt sleep in them? you know i wish i had 20/20 vision. i feel so handicapped. ill probably be legally blind by the time im 30 years old. i started wearing glasses in third grade. third! oh well... it could have been worse.. my sister got her period in third grade... pphhhfffahahahaha... hm. prom is this weekend. i really cant believe.. im prepared. the first year i went.. i didnt get my dress until the week before.. but i got everything down to the last detail this year.. perhaps im just too excited.. perhaps im just more organized this year.. perhaps my date is just really hott and fine and i love him a lot and cant wait... :) yeah thats it...